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Friday, February 3, 2012

I am an Angel




An angel I am says a facebook app,
Sarcasm and ambivalence for myself,
conflicting thoughts and cold feets,
Had to draw it down after a li’l gap ;)



An angel I am says a voice from within,
Who makes you cry and makes you smile,
Angel with feelings and emotions..
But doesn’t show ‘em often
An angel all human,

An angel I am says the voice from above,
An angel sent or a fallen angel,
To feel, to breathe, and be living here,
And to do it like it’s all an unpleasant chore,
Or a kind that’s sent for a reason or few,
But latter seems so strangely unlikely to be true.
Could be a fallen angel heaven needs no more!

Courtesy: Philip Thomas


Of You




Of hope is the feeling I make of this,
When I want and I wish you to be;
In ups and downs, in struggles of life,
In my happiness, right beside me.



Of anxiety is the feeling I make of this,
When I struggle to find words to express me,
Though in my mind am pretty clear
Though I know you are the best I could have
I don’t know how to tell my love
I don’t know when I could overcome this fear

Of love is the feeling I make of this,
Its not that I haven’t felt this before,
For each time it was something new,
And in my search for eternal love
I find myself smiling at you.

I don’t know how this is going to end,
Like all times or something different.
But at this moment when I think of you,
You are what when I wear my best smile.

Courtesy: Philip Thomas


Don't Give Up On Life




O flower dont you shrivel down as yet
I look around you and find fallen trees,
Broken branches and scattered leaves
Afar a dark horizon and its not even sun set
Enough to suggest there was a storm through
Enough to show you did a hard time...



But its gone and dont you let go now
You stayed standing, strong, alive somehow
Dont go vulnerable for another storm
Dont go weak for a reaching hand to pluck
Dont go gentle into the night
I know it was hard on you
You dont have to go hard on yourself
Hard so much there will be thornes on you...

Realize yourself you are a fragrant flower
Your smell, your sight.. just stay the way you are
For some reason you didnt go down
When it was still the time for you
And for that reason which you dont see
Realize you are alive and you were meant to be...

Courtesy: Philip Thomas

Being Me




Don't you dare play with my emotions,
Coz' I myself do a good job at it.
I love, & love & love even more
When I’ve been hurt at times, i know


I respect, though I don't get it back,
I'm loyal, though it doesn't pay me good,
I work hard & people see right through,
I dare dream, & barely saw any come true,
I smile at times when no one expects me to,
I hide that fact that I’ve cried
I was not proud when I’ve lied
But I'm working on making things right...

I gave my little heart to some,
It got back either unused & at times hurt
But that didn't stop for just one more
And this time too I'm not too sure...
Jus coz I’ll hurt myself shouldn't stop me,
From loving, from being good, from being me...

Couresy: Philip Thomas

The Lost Journey With Myself




An empty land, an empty soul,
A walk, a voyage in search for a reason..
A reason to breathe, to love, to live; again
I knew the road, I’ve walked here before
But there used to be a different song

There used to be always someone along.




I find broken branches, fallen trees, the ruins
Looking at me for an answer,
Why did you let everything decay?
Why did you left what once was eden?
But to all these inquest I had nothing to say.



I have wronged them; a feeling sunk in.
I let down some souls waiting for me,
Knelt down with my face to the ground,
The blues setting in as a cloud upon me.

I am better, better than this, I said to myself.
I’ve had worse, and have stood up without any help.
But why can’t I do it again, (‘cause am only human)
Pick up the scattered pieces of me,
Stop getting stumbled upon this slope
Plant myself a flower in what remains of my heart
And Might as well name it my "absolute hope"! :)

Courtesy: Philip Thomas

Heaven Sends Angels



Everytime we think we can take it no more,
Find ourselves in right in the middle of a sea
Struggling and longing for a view of the shore
Heaven sends angels, our own little angels for you and me


These little angels dont have halo’s above,
But they fill the surrounding with an aura of love..
They dont sport wings, no orbs, no flames,
Like you and me they have regular names.

Still in the sea, you reach out for there hand,
They give us a smile and show ahead the land.
Still smiling over you they then boost you to go,
Suddenly you find courage and you could wonder how.
Someones watching over you and it feels good to know,
And thats why going ahead to the shores seems so easy now.

You reach the shore and start gathering your breath,
Thank the heavens, for you just evaded your death.
You look for the angel who was there all along,
Looking as far as you eyes would allow
But wouldnt find that little angel who stayed till now.
The angels gone back where angels belong.

To another drowning man, to save another soul,
To everyone who’s lost hope an everytime in a new role.
We meet these angels and sometimes become friend,
They would touch our souls and touch our hearts.
These angels sometimes dont stay till the end,
But till they leave they have become our own parts.
They show us the way in their small little stay,
These heaven sent angels.. which heavens taketh away..

Courtesy: Philip Thomas

Stronger than You are...



Surprised to see the people around me,
Surprised of their character, their strength, their life
Surprised how much they could take,
Surprised how they knew little about this,
Surprised they didnt realize the difference they make.



Been talking to them so much lately,
Been listening to them so much lately,
Been trying to be there for them,
Been proven how naive I was, lately.

They cry and they laugh.... and they cry again,
But they dont do it in front of the people they know,
They’ve been down, they’ve beaten over and over again,
But hide their bruises, just dont like to show.

They think they are weak, cant take it no more,
But stand up every time they hit the ground.
They think they live an “others life”
But what they are is what anyone else wouldnt be, around

They make smiles amidst there personal gloom,
Sometimes there solitary nights complain, but mornings resume,
They complain of their tears they say cant hold,
But what I see is a decent pain threshhold,
They complain to themselves of being weak, while still feeling their scar,
But I say they are stronger than they think they are.

Courtesy: Philip Thomas

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